A New Coming

“White Owl” by Josh Garrels (by danielandarian)

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:50:46 -0400

“White Owl” by Josh Garrels (by danielandarian)

Cow & Chicken <3

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:46:30 -0400

Cow & Chicken <3

truebluemeandyou: DIY Easter Springtime Terrarium. Tutorial...

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:43:36 -0400

truebluemeandyou:

DIY Easter Springtime Terrarium. Tutorial from Honest to Nod here.

minnesotamissile: Cats

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:40:30 -0400

minnesotamissile:

Cats

Yummm.

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:38:25 -0400

Yummm.

Revelation

Thu, 22 Mar 2012 00:32:43 -0400

So I have been pushing myself so hard lately. I want to see a change in my life. I won’t get a change though if I don’t do something different. I have been practicing submitting myself wholly to God, especially my emotions. I want to be led by God not by how I’m feeling. I have been doing good lately, but of course not every day will be pretty.

I want God to break me out of the strongholds I have been living in for years. I don’t want to live like this the rest of my life. I can’t. I just can’t. I’m so desperate to be more intimate with God. I want to be consistent in our relationship. Constantly looking into his eyes and not at what’s around me and can distract me from what really matters. I’ve been getting up earlier in the mornings to be alone with God. Just me and God before anyone else can wake up. I go to the lobby and shut the doors behind me. I have been doing that but this morning was one of those not so pretty days. After my alarm went off I sat in the bed for at least 5 minutes wrestling and struggling with whether I wanted to go back to sleep or be with God. As I talked to God about how much I was struggling because my spirit wants to be with him but my flesh is selfish. It wants nothing more than to please itself. That’s when I heard the voice of God say, “Just get up.” Little did I know that these three words would bring me such precious revelation. So before I could think anymore about it I jumped out of bed. I took my guitar and bible and went to my secret place.

I WAS SOOOOO TIRED. I only had four hours of sleep. I pulled out my guitar and I said to God, “God I’m so tired. I don’t even know what song to sing you.” Quietly I heard his voice again, “Psalm 105:2”. So I turned to that verse and it said “Sing to him; yes, sing his praises. Tell everyone about his wonderful deeds.” I was so touched and thought “God really wants me to be here. I can come up with a song and just sing whatever is on my heart. He deserves it no matter how I’m feeling.” After that I started pouring out my heart in song to God. Everything. God’s presence began to flood where I was. I could feel him washing over me. It was so incredible and beautiful because it was just God and I. It made me feel as though that it’s the mornings when I’m exhausted that God will reward me if I just push past my feelings because feelings are failing He will make it worth my time.Feelings fade away.

So when I went back to my room God had given revelation about people in general and the words he spoke to me earlier to get me up. He gave me this picture of Him releasing someone from being tied up by ropes. The person is free to walk away, but so many times they don’t. Instead they go back to the ropes and though they are not bound by them they will wrestle with them and say “Help me God! I’m struggling with it again!” When all along God is looking at them saying, “What are you doing? Just get up.” Though those ropes have the potential to keep them bound once they are off they are powerless. Once we are free we don’t have to struggle anymore. We just have to surrender the ropes. It gives a whole new meaning to the verse, “So if the Son has set you free, you are truly free.” - John 8:36. How beautiful is that? We don’t have to struggle. We just need to get up.

The Price to be Free

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 23:51:55 -0400

I have come to realize that nothing is free in this world. Even when people give out free things a sacrifice had to be paid somewhere along the line. Whether it was losing money or losing time to do a service or something else. It was paid for. It’s the same with my found freedom in Jesus. My freedom wasn’t actually free. It was just purchased for me by someone else. Somewhere someone else paid for it along the line and that person was Jesus. The price he paid for me was a high expense. That is so beautiful to think about. How Jesus freely (sacrificed) paid the highest price. How much more should we value our salvation because of our “freedom”? Surely it is valued far more than any expensive jewelry because the price was paid was much more costly. If anything we should wear it more proudly as if it were the newest most expensive designer clothing because it was such a high price. We should show it off as we would anything else so expensive, not be ashamed. I thank God that he found us worthy to pay such a high price. There is nothing else more valuable in the world.

This is Ricdiculous

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 20:01:15 -0500

Every time I walk out my room now I see Soulja Boy. It’s like he’s waiting outside my dorm. I don’t even think this guy likes me. I think he is playing some sick little game and I’m the gamepiece. I think he enjoys it because I don’t. Every time I go out my room and see him I pray “Lord, Jesus why is he here?!? Why is he everywhere?? What are you trying to tell me that I’m missing?! Do you think this is funny??”. This guy probably really needs Jesus, but I hope I’m not the one who has to minister to him.

It’s funny because a week or two ago I finally pointed him out to my friend and this was her reaction, “Oh no. Him? I’ve seen him around. I heard he’s a REAL thug. You need to be careful.” Haha so apparently he’s got a reputation for being a thug!!! This doesn’t get any funnier!! How did this happen? This past week before I fell asleep I prayed God would let me sleep peacefully and that I’d wake up refreshed. I did sleep well but I had a crazy dream. I usually don’t dream but this night I did. I had a dream that Soulja Boy kidnapped me!!! There’s more to the dream but that’s crazy right?!? He’s even escape in my dreams.

What I find attractive...

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 00:28:52 -0500

Even if I don’t find a guy that physically attractive but he has a great personality it makes him more attractive than a guy with stunning looks. Just thinking out loud…

Video

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 18:36:30 -0500

Soulja Boy's Soulja Girl

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 22:28:39 -0500

So if you have followed me on twitter before you may have heard me complain last year about a guy that I ACCIDENTLY made eye contact with ONCE. Ever since then he would do that head nod (you know the one that guys do) every time he saw me, acting as we actually know each other??? Obviously he wasn’t doing it to be friendly. He was doing it because he was hitting on me. I used to pass by him every time I went to a certain class last semester and he would look me up and down all the time checking me out. Like dude I’m wearing jeans and a long sleeve sweater today!! What are ou checking out?!?! How cool my sweater looks?!?!

Anyway he has been the most consistent person to ever hit on me that I’ve never spoken to…that is until yesterday. Just to make sure eveyone can get a visual on how this guy looks I’ll describe him. Well he has ALOT of tattoos. He has those two lines that some guys like to shave out of their eyebrows. He has a couple gold teeth. What’s really funny is he looks like the baddest of the bad boys and yet he wants to hit on me??? Since when did I start attracting really bad boys??? Oh yeah and he looks EXACTLY like Soulja Boy.

Haha anyways! Let me get to my point! He’s been so consistent in hitting on me I thought he deserved a blog. Yesterday I was walking to the cafeteria and him and his friend were walking out. They were both talking but when that guy saw me he stopped and smiled and looked me up and down and said “WASSUP GURRR?!!!” I kid you not this is exactly what my face looked like -_-. Finally I spoke to him and was like “Hey” and just kept walking. His friend was calling after me saying “HEY GURRRRR!!!!!” and he did the most disgusting laugh because I didn’t turn around. Haha I really don’t understand what goes through “Soulja Boy’s” mind?!? I DO NOT LIKE YOU. LEAVE ME ALONE. Worst thing is I’m pretty sure he lives in the dorms next to me and that’s why I see him so much. I feel like my life is full of the funniest situations. I’m sure if someone was with me when I was walking they would’ve asked “Do you know him?” and I would’ve been like “No.” Haha

"The Man, Jesus Christ laid Death in his grave."

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 15:33:47 -0500

“The Man, Jesus Christ laid Death in his grave.”

MAN! HOLY SPIRIT HAVE YOUR WAY AT MY SCHOOL!!!!!!

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 00:15:57 -0500

A Normal Day in My Life

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 00:09:26 -0500

Tonight was so incredible! I asked my friends if they would like to get together and we could worship and pray and we did. It was awesome!! It was only four of us but we went into the library in one of their soundproof rooms and just asked God to come and show up in ways we’ve never seen before. My friend Jonathan was there and he had never recieved his prayer language before and he wanted to, so after we sang a few songs all of us started praying over him. God just blew up the place! Jonathan got KNOCKED OUT in the Holy Spirit!! He got his prayer language and God delivered him from some bondage! God is so good. There is no denying his existence. On top of all that I started praying for my friend Chantelle and God just had his way with her. She was on the floor and God was just filling her with joy. Tonight was just really good night. Especially since we were just a group of friends who wanted to see more of God. I feel like I just ate at a buffet in God’s house. I also feel like I just ran a marathon. Only because I left it all out on the field praying for my friends and tonight and worshiping. All in all I know I have even better things ahead tomorrow. I feel as if I am on the brink of a breakthrough and my heart is ready to start a movement.

Freedom

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 18:36:15 -0500

It’s funny how we tangle ourselves in our own webs of what we think we should be doing and how we think we should be living our lives, but that very “freedom” traps us in pain and perpetual frustration and unhappiness. Then when we finally do what God wants it’s everything unexpected. What we wouldn’t think to do first. It’s every way we don’t think is logical to live like. But when we do what God wants and humble ourselves I can truly say there no better freedom! Sweeter than you can imagine and better than our idea of “freedom”. His freedom is like a wild adventure ride that never stops. You find yourself doing the “impossible”, forgiving the “impossible”. He says in Isaiah 55:9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” It is so beautiful and it makes me excited just to think about it. All I want to do is dance in this freedom forever and just be with God.

.....

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 18:18:13 -0500

so incredibly in awe and beautifully lovestruck. There are no words anymore….

Here’s the English version! “Show me Your...

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 16:40:58 -0500

Here’s the English version! “Show me Your Heart” by Christ for the Nations. :)

Hahaha this song was stuck in my head today, but I didn’t...

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 16:39:41 -0500

Hahaha this song was stuck in my head today, but I didn’t know the words and realized later that when I had first listened to it, it was the Korean version.

I just want to be with him...

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 16:33:28 -0500

Man, God is so incredible in every way. I can’t even begin to express my love for him and how faithful he is to me throughout every part of my life. Even if I try to get away from his love I can’t! It’s chasing me down and when I just take a moment to acknowledge his love in my busy life it always ALWAYS blows me away. “If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the grave, you are there.” Psalm 139:8. I can’t stop falling in love with God. His love is making me more free each day taking me places more beautiful than I could have imagined.

I can hear the footsteps of my kingI can hear his heartbeat...

Wed, 25 Jan 2012 20:56:06 -0500

I can hear the footsteps of my king
I can hear his heartbeat beckoning
In my darkness he has set me free
Now I hear the Spirit calling me

He’s calling
“Wake up child, it’s your time to shine
You were born for such a time as this”

I can hear a holy rumbling
I’ve begun the preahing of the king
Loosing chains and breaking down the walls
I wanna hear the father when he calls

This is the anthem of our generation
Here we are, God, shake our nation
All we need is your love
You captivate me

I am royalty
I have destiny
I have been set free
I’m gonna shape history

I’m gonna change the world
I’m gonna change the world